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[13 Dec 2004|11:32am] |
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I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright, We’d be ok.
But I was stupid And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why, You’re all alone.
So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you were there and
all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
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I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart
Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away...
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
I pictured I could bring you back
I pictured I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Without you I just can’t find my way
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all!
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| Whoa, It's been a while... |
[17 Nov 2004|04:41pm] |
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Well, this will most likely be my last Live Journal Entrie... Lj is so freakin lame! I don't know what I was thinking. I liked it while it lasted though. Anyways, Here's a little update before I leave...
- I'm moving in with my oldest sister (Very Soon)
- I got a boyfriend
- I'm hooked on Youth Group (yaa..sooo not like me)
- I'm getting the hell out of Cleveland next semester
- I'm enrolling in Palisades Charter Magnet High School
- And if I get in there.. then most likely my best friend is coming with me! (Nicole Kalina) heh.
- I lost a friend...I don't even know how or why, He always has stupid reasons though...oh well, I guess he wasnt who I thought he was :/
- I'm going on a trip to Hawi with my family next month!! yay
- I'm getting a dog AND leasing a horse
ummm, yeah that's partly about it... I'm going to miss the ones who mean a lot to me! You guys bring a smile to my face! Nicole, I don;t know what I would do without you! I love you so much you have NO idea!!! Second semester is gonna be great... and we are gonna do it together. Love ya sis!
Okay, I'm done. Bye bye everyone!!
MUCH LOVE TO THOSE WHO LOVE!
:)
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| How does it feel to know I still want you.... ? |
[07 Sep 2004|09:45pm] |
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eek, I really don't want school to start! It's making me sick just thinking about it!
Well I had such a great weekend.
Friday ~ Did some major shopping with my sister!! And then I helped her move into her new place. (still in Bev. Hills) It's so nice. I'm excited for her, she needed something that was a for sure thing for once. =)
Saturday ~ I met my older sisters new boyfriend (haha he's hot) I like him a lot. He has a nice house in Malibu and I stayed there for the weekend. It was soo much fun hanging out with them during the day. Then at night we picked up Nicole after she got off work. Haha, we had fun! <33 Love Nicole fo life! Rashana bought us alcohol. hehe, we took some shots! Omg nicole got me the cutest shot glass from her trip!!! I love it so much! :) Then Zach and the guys came over. Then we all went to this party that got broken up by the cops like right away which sucked. It was funny though. So we all went back to my sisters place and got drunk. Nicole and Zach slept over. It was really cool, the house is so big we all got the whole first and second floor all to ourselves!!! We didn't sleep all night... didn't even try to. It was crazy. At 6am Zach drove us down to the beach to watch the sunrise! aww man, it was amazing! We took lots of pictures. I loved it. It was a great night...Nicole and I always find ways to have fun together! : P
Sunday ~ Zach picked me up and we went to Nicole's house. Chilled a lit. Then went to Ary's bro's house and hung out... it was very kick back... we got a little drunk... haha, Nicole was the most fucked up Ive ever seen her all summer...haha! It was okay.
Good Times.
~ Purple & Blue Kisses Forever!!! ~
( +++ Saturday Night Never Ended +++ )
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| Once a cheater always a cheater...I should really take my own advice. |
[06 Sep 2004|06:05pm] |
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Guys are so unpredictable.
How can someone cheat on their partner and never tell them?? Living with this one thing that your hiding from them everyday. Looking at them, into their eyes and saying the words "I love you" when knowing they don't mean it. How can a guy hold a relationship based on lies? Morally not right but understandable that they think with only their dicks sometimes, but if you truly love someone...you can hold it in. But does that mean they really don't love the person they're with or just the fact that they don't care they're cheaters!!!!
I'm starting to understand how the mind works sometimes.
It's amazing how shallow a person can be.
That's it...I got my train of thought down. I think.
Much ♥ ♥ ♥
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| The heat of a summer sun shine...I miss you but nobody needs to know... |
[01 Sep 2004|02:56am] |
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ew, I woke up today with the WORST hang over I have ever had before. It was horrible...I even swore to never drink again..haha. eh, It was fun all up until I was throwing up on the rocks at the Malibu beach at 3am. ugh (Thank you so much for being there for me Bryan ~ I owe you) I got really hurt from falling...but whatever I'm okay. It was a crazy night. I don't even remember it very well.
ANYWAY!
oh yeah, I'm so happy...my sister got a new place in Westwood. It's so nice! She said I can have parties there whenever I want! yay.
Here are some summer pictures... *A SHIT LOAD* I was bored so I'm finally posting them! :) enjoy!
Habibi's!!! <3
aw, My little slut is growing up! I'm proud of you Mr Pimp! u have freedom now <3
( <3 Pictures Fade Away But Memories Are Forever <3 )
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[29 Aug 2004|02:23am] |
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I love Vodka! Ive been drunk and high all weekend! I love it.
Anyway. Summer is great. A lot has changed in the last week though. For one, my mom found out about something I wanted to hide from her for the rest of my life...oh well. She lost trust for me... but what I did was gonna come out in the open sooner or later. Ahmad is still my homie G fo sho!!! I have lost trust for many others though. Also, I made up with someone for the past. Its cool. I'm happy because I really didn't like the fact that him and I had all that shit between each other. All the confusion is done with now. It's chill. So yeah... *Happy Camper*
Thursday - I went to Brian's house! Omg, we went driving to the movie store near his house... it was soooo weird that I was watching him drive... he went up 75% in age at that moment! haha, I'm so proud of him! Time goes by so fast... damn. I remember when him and I were taking drivers ED... haha. wow. HE'S A SLUTY TAXI DRIVER FOR LIFE! haha. We went back to his house and chilled for a while. I walked his dog! That was about it. It was fun! gotta love that boy.
Friday - Jenna came over and we went to Samara's beach party! ummm... Surprised by George and his friends...they came...Jenna and I left with them... and then I dont remember...we did random shit. Went to a friends house and got stoned and drunk. I dont think Ive done both at the same time until that night. hahaha good stuff. Ary dropped us off at my house at the end of the night. :) he's the coolest. Jenna spent the night.
Saturday - Jenna went home, and then Nicole came over... Went to the mall. hung out with these guys we met a couple of weeks ago in westwood. Met up with people at Jenna's house. Then we went back to James house. Got fucked up! (of course) Then James brother showed me his new car...damn the best thing i have ever seen before. I want it! lol. Then we went home! Thanks to Matt for dropping me off at home!! :) I'm drunk and I was scared I was gonna get in trouble... But brian covered for me. whew. I think I'm okay now. lol
I cant believe I was "well enough" to type this entry. hahaha. Everyones been fucked up lately. It's so funny.
I have a shit load of pix...but I dont feel like posting them right now...
kk I'm OUT
Night.
Peace and love!
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[15 Aug 2004|04:54pm] |
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It's the 15th....
This is CRAZY!!!!!!!! Summer is like almost over.... aaahhh! Thinking about school makes me sooo sick! So I'm just gonna ignore everything until the week before school starts again. This summer went by way to fast... but when I think about it A LOT has happened to me this summer. And a lot of experiences that have changed me. (for the better hopefully) So yeah, its been fun.
This week has been awesome!!! :::Summary::::
+ Monday ~ Went to the doctors... umm it was bad. I felt really lonely so I went to Jenna's house. WOW, I was in a better mood! We went swimming and played video games! haha, I kicked her ass. Then we hung out in her room and talking about stuff. It was great! <3 that girl. :)
+ Tuesday ~ I went to the gym...talked to Adam about stuff. Thought about a certain someone hella a lot. (Adam noticed becuz I wasn’t working out as hard) This is driving me crazy. It's so depressing how much control someone can have over me. And I'll admit it... they have so much god damn control. He doesn’t even know :/
+ Wednesday ~ After summer school I hung out with Brian. His brother (ek) picked us up... We drove around, went to a couple of places. Then went to Matt's house. Hung out there for a while. hahaha, it's so funny hanging out with a bunch of guys... they are sometimes WAY more fun then a bunch of girls. Except they are into video games or computer games a little bit much. lmao. Oh well. It was cool. Got stoned and drove around. haha. Then we went to the movies. Saw *White Castle* It was really random but FUNNY! After that we got lunch. I came home and slept the rest of the day. lol
+ Thursday ~ Alyssa my love picked me up from school... then we went to the mall and met up with Laura. (She finally came) and the 3 of us finally got to hang out together! hahaha.... oooohhh boyyy did we have a good time! Those girls crack me up to the floor!!!! lol good times girls! Our plans finally went through. <333
+ Friday ~ Well I was SUPPOSED to go to Six Flags with Brian and Sarah today... But of course plans didn't go through. (wasn’t my fault btw Sarah) So yeah, we decided to go on Saturday...which didn't happen either. Whatever. So on Friday after school I went home with Brian. Mike came over!!! I haven’t seen him since umm... last summer. wow, time fly’s! It was cool. I got bored after the guys were stuck on HALO! ahh... lol so we went to Mikes house and did a little *gardening* it was fun. Then Monica came over. And the 4 of us including mikes little sis Amanda watching *Finding Nemo* yay! Love that movie. I got hurt in a very serious pillow fight! lol.. The girl won! (psh of course) lol :) ummm, we all just chilled the rest of the night. I was so out of it. I get all weird when it's Friday The 13th. I don't know why... oh well, It's over with. It was fun hangin with Brian. (As always)
+ Saturday ~ I went to my cousins house for breakfast. Then Nicole came over and we went to the Encino Town Center. Our mission was to get to Universal Studios!! Well, City Walk. lol, so we started walking... and came across the coolest new stuff on the way. hahaha it was really fun!!! I rode the city BUS for the very first time in my life!!! It was exciting! Scary at first though. hahaha, Nicole and I were kinda scared of everyone on the bus. It was cool tho, cuz we made it there! We got to City Walk (also never been there before) and it was really cool. Our mission to go there was so we can go to this concert... It a concert in dedication of the band the DOORS. We ate at Hard Rock Cafe and walked around and stuff. I had such an awesome time! Then our mission was to find a way home. haha... Some guy was gonna come pick us up... but then we just took the bus again. Got dropped off at Encino Town... went to The Spot... then finally called it a night! love ya Nicole <3333
+ Sunday ~ Right now I'm at my cousin's house in Huntington Beach... I'm excited... I get to see a special someone tonight!! eeekkk! :) I don't know... This is all leading to NOWHERE and I bet I'll regret it later on... but at this moment I don't care. Cuz I'm having fun with him. And I love being with him... aaahh. It's crazy. Just thinking about him...The feeling inside makes me wanna jump up and scream!!!!
Okay, enough with all this bullshit.. Sorry guys, I know it was a long entry. I'm trying to cut down. But enjoy this!
PICTURES!!!!!!!
PLUS A LOT!!!!
( *:::Can This Get Any Better:::* )
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[31 Jul 2004|06:00pm] |
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So last night was really fun! Brian came over... *do-do-do-do-do-do-do* lol. It was cool...we hung out ~ Listened to the Doors yeahhhh... Hung out with Dayala, then we went to the mall. Mall was gay to we left... haha ~ (walking distance) Went to starbucks. hmmmm coffee! Then while walking to Winnetka theaters we saw this car show thingy. I don't know what it really was but it was really cool! They had the nicest most old fashion cars I have ever seen before. There were about 100 cars there. ~ It was scary walking along dark streets to get to the movie theater. It was fine though. We decided to watch FAHRENHEIT 9/11! Holy Shit that movie only made me HATE Bush even MORE!!! And I didn't think that was possible! aahh! Jenna and her friend Bryan met us up at the theater! yay! aw, I love Jen! So the 4 of us hung out until 10:00 to watch the movie. ~ The Brian/Bryan's were getting a little crazy.... hahaha. It was funny. *Pictures for Proof* We were in an empty theater before the movie started and Bryan kept taking my camera!!! grr. I yelled at him and he looked so scared...haha he thought I was serious! aaahhh good times! Anyway, tsk tsk....Jenna showed some body parts off a bit much... haha! And then she tried getting me to do it too! No thanks. lol. Brian made fun of her. lol ~ During the movie (I was so interested in it btw) but Jenna and I were fooling around to much. lol. We got yelled at twice....It was so embarrassing... It wasn't really our fault though. Anyway, Jenna and Bryan had to leave the movie early... cause it was getting late. THE MOVIE WAS SO LONG! But so worth it! I don't even wanna get started about my opinions on that movie. Like seriously, who in the fucking right mind would ever vote for Bush again?? aahhh it makes me so mad! Whatever though. So Dayala picked me and Brian up....It was late and cold! The night was really fun though. I couldn't stop laughing. When we got home.... Brian left and then Dayala and I were fighting with our parents about Bush. Because my dad is Pro-Bush.... and he doesn't even have a good reason WHY he is!!! aaahhh! It's crazy. Oh well… ignorant people never learn. But anyway, that was that... Today Dayala and I went swimming and tanning! IM TAN!!!! yay! ~ I have 2 different plans for today… I don’t know what’s gonna happen. We’ll see.
::::::::::A MAJOR AMONT OF PIX::::::::::
Enjoy!
Hi, my name is Brian Farfan and I have such fuckin GORGEOUS eyes!
<3333
Kristie :)
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[28 Jul 2004|09:57pm] |
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Today I kept thinking about how much I used to care for a certain person. Not to much in a *relationship* type of way, but more of a brotherly friendship type of way. It might seem sad or even pathetic but that's not really my fault. I'm way over it, it's just these memories keep haunting me.... It's so hard to look back and see what you once had and how happy and easy everything seemed. But of course at that time you didn't think anything of it... you only realize it when it's gone. It's crazy how fast someone can change and how you think you know someone soooooo well but then it turns out who you knew was a fake. How can you have so much love for someone and at the same time so much hate? I think its the most horrible thing ever if you have to change your personality and who you really are just to get what you want, also selfish. Oh well, It all happens for a reason...I hope. haha, I really wish I could go back in time! That would be really great.
The End.
btw ~ I keep thinking about *HIM* it's not even funny... aaahhh I want him! I can't wait til my cousin's party when he comes back! I don't think I've ever felt this exact certain way about someone in my whole life... It's more then just liking someone... it's like a fulfillment waiting to happen. (we've been talking on the phone a lot more too) eeeeeeeeeeekkkk! lol :)
I thought this was the funniest thing I've ever seen... lol
xoxo,
<333 Kristie
( The Most Random Pix ~ Enjoy! )
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[22 Jul 2004|11:35pm] |
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TURNING TO THE GUY YOU LIKE AND THEM SAYING: "I'M SORRY, I CAN'T SEE YOU TONIGHT... MY GIRLFRIEND WOULDN'T LIKE THAT VERY MUCH"
oops! Oh Well!!! >:0
So today I went and got my nails done with Alyssa! hehe, It was much fun! :::French Tip Buddy's::: Also, going through a drive in car wash is so fun/scary! lol I <333 u Alys! So anyway, I'm really confused but annoyed... guys are really really stupid! Like seriously, they only have ONE thing on there minds right now! (We all know what that is) But it's seriously true! Selfish little asshole. whatever... they need to drop that "Men Have Needs" bullshit. It's lame and therefore makes them lame. Whatever I'm over it. If you wanna have fun or whatnot... I say don't call it anything OTHER THEN hooking up with just a nobody... because if you try or want to try to base it on something else... It'll stab you in the back and you'll get hurt. If you try hard on NOT caring you'll learn not to care... It just makes everything easier and better! Most guys right now are really just out there for that one thing... and thats why they don't spent their nights alone crying...they actually are smarter and have fun with shit. Why can't we be the say? "It's morally NOT right" bullshit. I'm sick of it... and I'm gonna try something different. Also, I don't think girls should get the title they get when and if they do it the "guy way" ~ k I'm done with it... That's all.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Wasn't meant to be....
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[11 Jul 2004|12:06am] |
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Summers been treating me sooo good!!!
I've been having so much fun with all the people I love! hehe. Been hanging out with Nicole a lot. I love that girl 4 life! :) I hung out with Eddy this week too... It was fun. We got to talk about stuff a bit more. I'm still confused. I think i've realized that I don't want anything serious this summer. I just can't handle it. It puts to much stress on me...esp knowing how it was last summer...eeeekkk! So anyway, Yesterday I went shopping with Dayala, and I met her *New Friend* Named Billy! He works a Macy's! He was so funny. (He's 17) and yeahhh, So at night I went to the Galleria with my family. My sister fucken cracks me up! We went for my mommy's Birthday! *yay* It was much fun! I also saw Jami and LAURA there!!! aww, I missed her so much! :) Well anyway, Today I went to the mall with Nicole which was really fun...we couldn't stop laughing the whole time! People thought we were crazy! lmao. We went out for lunch and then we paid Billy a visit at work! hehe. ohh man, Nicole and I were so hyper. It was fun! After Billy got off work we hung out with him... Holy shit he drives like a crazy man!!!!! We went 120 miles on the freeway!!! He took us to this certain place near his house in Sherman Oaks. It was at the top of a hill and it was sooo pretty up there. It was a wonderful view of the whole Valley. It was cool. On the way to drop off Nicole at house we got pulled over!!!! It was sooo scary! I felt soo bad for Billy! :( It sucked! He was speeding a bit...tsk tsk! He's a really cool guy though! ;) I had a great time. He kept playing this song from *The Starting Line* - Drama Of Summer/ over and over again! haha, aww I love that song! Nicole was unhappy. haha sorry love! Anyway, I've been having such a great time with everything and everyone. Tomorrow I have to go to this family thingy.... eh, but hopefully I can hang out with Nicole afterwords. yup that's about it! I'm not really likin summer school...but whateva gotta deal with it. Can't wait til I drive!!!! aaahhh! 1 more month! yup. kk byeee. <33
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[04 Jul 2004|09:59pm] |
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HAPPY 4th OF JULY EVERYONE!!!
I Had I Pretty Good Weekend.
Friday - Because of being on the phone until like 4:00 AM the night before... I woke up in the middle of the day! damn... I went to the mall with Molly (It was much fun) I gave Kidada a visit at her work which was fun. Then Molly and I saw THE NOTEBOOK! Yes, my 3rd time seeing it!!! OMG! I cried AGAIN! Shit that movie gets me going every time!!!! After that I ran into some old OLD friends from back in the day. It was weird but sooo great seeing them again! I kinda miss the person I was around my old best friend Julia. wow I miss her. Anyway, Then I got bitchy at from my sister for the longest fuckin time ever!!!!!!! AAAHHH! Sometimes she needs to chill and not worry about me... I can TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. Her and my other sister were going crazy because I didn't call them within the 2 hours I said I would...whatever. So anyway, We went back to my sisters friends house and hung out for a WHILE. I got stoned off some brownies!! haha. Met some really cool people... and that was about it.
Saturday - I finally made plans with Mr. Farfan today! So I went over his house... It was much fun. I missed hanging out with him. We watched some movies and took walks and just chilled most of the day. Then at night we went down to the pool area and from there you could see ALL of Sylmar!! ohhh man it was soooo pretty. I loved it there... I didn't want to leave! (We also heard lots of fire works and weird sounds) haha. Then we went back to Brian's backyard and just looked at all the pretty stars. It was so cool. I had a good time. I LOVE HIS FAMILY!!! (esp the dog) hehe. Kicking back all day was the BEST! ...to bad that fool lives at the end of the world!!! Shit, it's like a whole trip going up there to see him. lmao oh well. It was well worth it! So I got home around 11:00, and was very scared because I kinda made plans to go out and hang out with someone. I'm so happy I got away with it without my parents finding out. I was only out from like 2-4 AM. It was....cool. Ed's a fun guy. :) We just hung out and watched a movie. That was the total end of my saturday.
Sunday - Got ready to go to Sarah's 4th of July party! It was so fun!!! I missed her so much!!! We watched "Dude Where's My Car" - It was funny (my first time seeing it) And hung out with people. It was fun! ~ I got picked up then went out to see the fire works with my family. :p
~ Overall good weekend! Except the fact that I'm up set with someone.... and the anger comes out of pain and it's fuckin driving me crazy!! I'm so confused... I want everything I once had...but lifes a bitch. AAAAAAHHHHH!!!! I have NO idea what to do or think. I'm fucked. :'(
- If you cared you would call
- If you cared you would ask
- If you cared you would worry
- If you cared you would know!
Fuck it.
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[03 Jul 2004|02:49am] |
wow so today was sooo fantazic. i met the most incredible man alive, his name is Eduardo (yes say it with a sexy mysterious latin accent because he would accept nothing less). He's charming and dashing, with a cunning whit and just an all around prime example of hot manlyness. Watch out fellas, this ones got potential ;) Every moment away from him is like a moment without.... i dunno, somthing psudo important? anyhow im sleepy and im going to bed now, g'night.
P.S. Eddy you rock my socks!!!
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S*U*M*M*E*R ~ R*O*C*K*S! ! ! !
Well thing's have been going great! This years summer is wayyyy better then last years! It's been so much fun hanging out with all the people I love most!!! ~ Summer school starts next week and I'm actually looking forward to it. I like NOT having drama of the summer. Seriously, I don't care anymore... chillen with all my friends is all that matters. Summers off to the BEST start! I'm missing all the people I havent kept much contact with though... Next week I'm finally moving out! *yay* It's going to be soooo much fun living with my sisters in Beverley Hills. (We have such a nice place) And also westwood is down the street. yaay, I'm hella excited! Anyway, I'm just so glad everything's fitting into place. I'm gonna be sooo very sad when summer comes to it's end!!! ah.
Okay, Here are a SHIT LOAD of pictures from the last week of 10th grade :::tears:::: To a little bit of summer fun! :Enjoy:
( I NEED YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW )
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:~*Weekend*~:
Friday- Nicole and I couldn’t wait to get outta school!!! lol. Zach picked us up and we went for a quick lunch. Then we went back to Zach’s house to chill with the guys (Jordan, Jon & Gorge) who were there. We hung out for a while and then went to Westwood for a little. I swear we were on the road most of the day. lol. It was fun though! After In n Out (of course I didn’t eat ewy) hehe. So yeah, then we went to Marina Delray because Zach has his Boat up there… It was cool but it smelled. Haha. Oh yeah, Vadka is wayyy to strong for me, especially when it’s not mixed! We fooled around at the boat… The guys had fire crackers and used them at the boat. Haha. Oh yeah *There was a picture taken that I never EVER want being exposed to anyone ever!!!* pssh. Overall the night was so much fun…I got home around 12:00 and I didn’t get yelled at for not calling! Yay, I defiantly had a great time! ;) <3
Saturday-</strong> In the morning Dayala woke me up early!!! Aaah! It was all good because she randomly wanted to go to the beach! We went with a bunch of her friends… It was cool, a little overcast but I got Burned/Tan! ~ Came home and got ready for the Weenie Roast!!!! (Samara I love u and I’m so sorry for not coming 2 ur play… I bet u were awesome though! I totally 4got the concert was tonight, I also tried calling you when “The Killers* came on… but I had no service. I love you) so anyway, Stephanie picked me up and then ummm 10 of us went! Mike was there… umm, a little awkward but it was cool. He and I are friends now. : D The concert was fucking phenomenal~!!!! AAHHH! Unexplainable entertainment! It was great; we were 7 rows away from the mushpit! (Scary watching it) The bands were ~ The Strokes, Bad Religion, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Velvet Revolver, Yellow card, Papa Roach, The Hives, New Found Glory, Cypress Hill, Modest Mouse, Story of the Year, Hoobastank, The Killers, Unwritten Law and the Beastie Boys! It was sooooo much fun! I liked – “New Found Glory” ~ “Yellow Card” ~ “Story Of The Year” & “Hoobastank” THE MOST! Yup, The Weenie Roast kicked ass! <3 Best Memory Of All Time <3 After the concert which ended at 11:00 everyone was so tired or wasted to drive an hour back home… so we got a hotel and crashed there for the night.</p>
*It sucked that we couldn't take camera's inside!*
Sunday – Got back this morning and went out to breakfast with my sisters. I’m sooooo tired!!! I just wanna sleep today...aahh unfortunately I have to study my ass off for finals coming up this week! O-m-g I can’t believe this year is over!!!! Holy shit I feel like it was just yesterday I was going into 9th grade and now I’m gonna be a freakin Junior! Shittttt…. This year went by way faster then last year did. (Well for me it did) I can’t believe all that has happened. Sometimes don’t you wish you can could just freeze time… look at it and say “This Is Not My Life” I can’t wait for summer though! Hopefully it’ll be better then last year’s summer. I gonna really miss everyone I'm not gonna see over summer! Time surprises you in every way!
</3 ~ This has been one of the best weekends!!!
( Something Is Growing Out Of This That We Can't Control )
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| bcbgstar's LJ stalker is tha_demigodz! | | tha_demigodz is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also in jail for murder! |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN!!! |
[09 Jun 2004|09:03pm] |
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<3 I hope your having an awesome day!!! ; )
HOT!
Isn't he just the cutest?!?! <3
</3 Kristie ~
Ps- WEENIE ROAST THIS SATURDAY! HELL YA!
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| "Would you remember this night 20 years from now?" |
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<<< My Weekend Was HELLA FUN! >>>
Highlights:
- Going To Westwood & Smoking Hookah @ Habibi's Cafe
- Meeting Jordan <3
- Being So Freakin Hyper W/ Nicole... lmao It was fun
- Getting Really Drunk
- And Finally Making It To Jami's Party Right Before It Ended! I <3 u Jami!
Friday- Nicole and I left school early and walked to my house. Then we went to lunch @ Chili's <3 lol. After lunch Zach and 4 other guys picked us up and we went back to Zach's house. Oh mann, those guys are so freakin funny! I now remember why I like hanging out with guys a bit more then girl. lol. Scott was there.... ehhh. yeahhh.... He's cool but I don't like him AT ALL! oh well. So after kicking back at Zach's we went to Westwood. Ate dinner & smoked Hookah at Habibi's. The owner at Habibi's was there and he remembered me! (because my sister has been working there for 3 years) yup, It was cool but it didn't really get us better service. The waiter was a jerk! lol... At dinner I noticed Jordan... and he is such a QT! Scott kept trying to keep me interested in his conversation... but I wasn't. : / lol I kept looking else where :sigh: Anyway, I felt kinda bad that I wasn't really into Scott.... but I got over it. We went back to Zach's house and hung out for a little bit... I was trying to talk to the rest of the guys... but Scott kept wanting me to be alone with him... lame. lol. yeah, then Zach dropped me off at home.
Saturday- Woke up really late from being on the phone almost all night.... I almost missed training! Today's run went well... I didn't throw up water this time! haha ew. Anyway, During the day I went to the mall and got Jami a Birthday Present! :D Then Nicole and Zach came to pick me up. I didn't know the plans until I got into the car. (thanks 2 Nicole) So we went to Jordan's house because he was having some little thing for his Birthday. I was surprised he wanted me to come. So we got there.... Nicole and I were CRAZY! We had to go to the bathroom every 10 minutes... hahaha and we took forever! I got wasted.... Nicole looked drunk too but that girl is always lookin drunk! lol *Gotta Love Her* Nicole & I fell on the floor a couple times... we were cracking up. Then half the people left.... Zach & Nicole had to leave for an hour.... so yeah, Jordan and I were alone for a while... ***haha yeah*** Time flew by so fast! So we had to leave for Jami's Party. :( I didn't want to leave. (Jordan's so cool) We got kinda lost and I was still drunk.... so yeah we got to Jami's so damn late! BUT we made it! lol. We got there right before it ended.... It didn't matter to me but at least I got to see Jami (who looked so cute) lol....Hung out with Laura... she's a crack up! I was so happy to see her. Then we had to go... I'm SORRY we weren't there earlier Jami! I LOVE YOU! I came home feeling so sick.... I need to limit myself with the drinks.
Sunday- ewww.... Hang over!!! oh well... .I'm almost over it. My head just hurts and I feel like throwing up (again) lol, just wanted to share that! Today all I'm doing is.... HW/studying and cleaning... yeah fun stuff! I just wanna sleeeeepp!
~ This weekend was amazingly awesome! ; )
<3 ~ <3
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| THIS WAS THE RESULT OF MY BOREDOM! :D |
[01 Jun 2004|12:15am] |
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Who Was The Last Person...?
~ Held hands with? Some Guy
~ Kissed? Mike
~ Loved? Real love…never! High school love, Jose
~ Laughed with? Nicole/Sarah
~ IMed? Alyssa
~ Dated? ummm
~ Hugged? Scott
~ Made fun of? Gina... she cracks me up!
~ Hung out with? Dayala
~ Fought with? My Mother grr
~ Talked on the phone to? Brian
~ Been happy with? To many friends to name!
~ Cried to? Brian
~ Dreamed about? Feeling the same way I used to…
~ Cried about? eh..
~ Hated? Certain people… more like *dis-like* though
~ Shoplifted? Yes, in middle school
~ Mooned some one? Haha, no, not my thing…
~ Flashed some one? Uh huh! Many times
~ Lied to police officer? No way
~ Skipped school? Yes…. Not recently though
~ Snuck out? Yes, my all time favorite thing to do w/ Jenna!
~ Current lover? I don’t know YET
~ Who means the most to you? The ppl I love duh
~ Who turns you on the most? Paul Walker & Brad Pit
~ Are you bi or gay? Straight all the way!
~ Who was the last person to break your heart? Definitely Jose
~ Who was the last person you broke their heart? Umm, don't know.
~ Have you ever been used? I think a couple times…
~ Ever used some one? Not intentionally
~ Cried over some one you couldn’t have? : / no comment
~ Slept with? Haha Funny.
Another lesson I didn't get to learn
You’re my obsession
I've got nowhere to turn...
<3 Kristie <3
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| The Past Always Seems To Sneak Up Behind Me..... |
[30 May 2004|02:37pm] |
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"When I was sleeping with you, I could only think of him...why?!"
<3 Weekend <3
Friday- ummm, So I got ditched today… *cough cough Brian* Stupid head. It sucked, Whatever though because it back fired. Anyway, I managed to make other plans by the time school was out. Nicole and I are normal again. Took long enough! I don’t think that ONE big fight could break ALL we had. So yeah, after school I hung out with her. I got to meet her new boyfriend. He’s really nice. lol. I approved. ~ So yeah, Zach picked us up and we went to the Topanga Plaza. Zack met up with one of his friends that I got introduced to. Scott. Who’s nice and funny! After that the 4 of us went back to Nicole’s house. Scott and I stayed in his car to talk. It was really REALLY cool hanging out with him. Then we all went to the movies. We saw *The Day After Tomorrow* = really good/intense movie! Scott paid for my movie and bought me ROSES! Omg... I was shocked he got me roses on the first day we meet. It was the sweetest thing ever! He was so unbelievable nice to me. The night was pretty good. After the movie we saw Johanna and Ael. Johanna's so funny! She was so worried about the animals in the movie! hehe. That was it... I had fun. I got dropped out at home... And umm let’s just say I walked in on something I NEVER EVER want to see EVER again. eww. LOL. (You don’t want to know... Brian don't say anything) Anyway, I fell asleep talking on the phone.
Saturday- I had training early in the morning. I went to Desiree’s house and then we went. This time training was in Santa Barbra! I LOVE running for the Marathon in SB. It’s so gorgeous over there. I ran 5 miles in 56.3 minutes. Not to bad I guess. But I gotta try harder. Desiree and I spent the rest of the afternoon in SB just hanging out. We went to the beach and then went out for lunch. It was fun. Came home and got ready to go out to see Mike. He picked me up and we went to his friends house... He was having a party. umm It was kinda boring cause I didn't know anyone there... oh well. (Had to deal) We stayed for a couple hours then we left and went to Coffee Bean. It was nice. We talked a lot. That was about it... I came home so freakin tired.
Sunday- Today's so blah!!! I'm bored! I can't do anything or go anywhere... This sucks! ggrr! But I think Gina can come over. yay. We'll see.
<3<3<3
Count Down: 13 More Day's Until The Weenie Roast!!!!!
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